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Depression - The List

5/21/2018

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  1. Played Pokemon Sapphire for about 6 hours.
  2. Taught my niece that apples grow from flowers.
  3. Ate a rad sandwich and chocolate ice cream.
  4. Couldn’t remember the last night I had nice dreams.
  5. Artfully crafted a snake from green play-dough.
  6. Made some PB & J’s with Millie for the road.
  7. Watched 3 or 4 episodes of the Amazing Race.
  8. Wondered for a while about leaving this place.
  9. Half-assed some thoughts about how I’ve grown.
  10. Savored the time I had home alone.
  11. Wished my anxiety wasn’t stuck on repeat.
  12. Think I’ll need 5 or 6 Benadryl to get to sleep.
  13. Briefly debated if I should finish reading that book.
  14. Then wandered to the internet for just a “quick look”.
  15. Ate some yogurt with a spoonful of raspberry jam.
  16. Racked my brain to remember the last time I ran.
  17. Avoided looking at pictures of my late dog.
  18. Pondered the way my friend thinks of God.
  19. Just realized now that I was supposed to call that friend.
  20. Guess I’ll reschedule…again.
  21. Avoided talking to several people I should.
  22. Avoided dealing with several feelings I should.
  23. Avoided crossing off important things on my list.
  24. Instead I went to the splash pad with the kids.
  25. Had a vague feeling there was something I needed to do.
  26. Had way too hard a time rhyming with “do”.
  27. Made this stupid list to try and pass as a poem.
  28. I’m just full of shit, malarkey, nihilism, and hokum. 
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